Somewhere between 5pm and 6pm tonight my mood changed from "neutral" to "big grumpy bastard", I felt it coming too as I made my way home, it's like dark storm clouds approaching from the horizon. I'm not trying to be poetic and I'm not an angst ridden complicated being, that's just the way it feels to me and it happens quite often, normally at the end of a busy day.

I think I put my finger on why it's happening: I find myself completely fucking boring. Imagine having a flatmate who just gets on your nerves so much that you hate spending time together, well I'm like that all on my own and it's really starting to piss me off.

Although I'm not one of those people who love their job and get a sense of achievement from it, mine isn't too bad really and I suppose I do feel good after a productive day. It's the time after work and before going to bed that I need to *do* something with, it's these times when I bore myself by watching shit on the TV that I have no interest in or reading pages of news that's not relevant to me.

On the bright side (not that I can see it from in this gloomy place) Summer is on it's way (although we had snow today, in April) so at least I'll have the oppertunity to get out there and do something even if I don't have the energy.